suddenly, it seems, my life just took a drastic 90 degree turn from the path i was on...
i get up early (which is good because i'm starting a new job soon in which i will be required to wake early) and i have a cup of coffee and a bit of conversation on the porch with someone whom it is mutually enjoyable to be conversing with.
i'm outside, i'm getting things done, i'm eating better, i'm smiling more.
i feel as if a great weight has been lifted from my chest.
i don't need to worry constantly.
there are no nagging thoughts in the back of my mind
i'm not spending obscene amounts of money on alcohol i may or may not myself drink.
it's funny to think how life rolls itself out for you.
a winding, tangles mess of paths and intersections and decisions to be made...each decision leading to more paths and intersections...
like those "choose your own adventure" books....except you cant sneak a peek to the pages ahead.
i'm glad my book is not the adventure into the lions jaws anymore...and my path suddenly significantly less tangled.
i'm going to finish my coffee, clean my cabana, mow my lawn, finish my book, roll around with my doggies and prepare to spend the afternoon adventuring with an enchanting little girl doing adventurous girl things.
then i'm going to kiss my boyfriend, cleanse my soul with a song or two...and let dave make me one of his fantastical old fashions (best in town) and have a hearty laugh with some of the most wonderful girls in existence. (and some boys too.)
then i'm gong to bike back home, feed my dogs, and snuggle up next to someone whose presence makes me feel whole and home.
and then i'll sleep...
