i had this dream of discontent,
longing,
loneliness.
then i woke up.
and now i almost feel in a state of limbo.
like after you have one of those vivid dreams you aren't completely sure what is dream and what is memory
those dreams you feel...
but im awake.
groggy
stumbling
but awake
and doing the progressive things wakers do when they leave sleep to grow cold on the sheets.
it's difficult, though.
sometimes i feel those dreams i left behind.
not the sleeping ones, but those wakeful disillusions we want to will into reality
but just cant manifest.
i feel their loss
and it hurts my heart.
but i have a doggie, and great friends
and plenty to occupy my mind and my hands
so it's time to drink the mornings coffee
and move on from dreams and helpless sleep
and take hold of my day
my moments
my life.
hello world
i'm back.
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